I've been waiting for Mortician/Lucas and Bailey's story. Mort is such a hard nut to crack. He won't give Bailey an inch. He won't tell her about his life,his loves, his club life, or his feelings. I found him a little too harsh for Bailey who is the exact opposite. She's kind,gentle,tells what she feels. Mort disappoints her time and again and she still holds on to him thinking one day he'll share some form of emotion with her. Mort's horrible father Rev and evil step monster Char definitely scarred him for life. But as Bailey tells him she didn't do it, so stop punishing her. I found the pregnancy stuff with Christopher and Megan hilarious. He is insanely OTT protective of her and everyone knows it. I can't believe Megan hasn't tried to maim him, yes he's that annoying-sweet but annoying. I kind of want the Johnnie/ Kendall saga over now. It has run its course and it's either sink or swim John Boy. Here were again hooked on full of dirty, cruel, dark freedom, wicked love, loyalty, also sometimes full of betrayal, glamour life of Death Dwellers MC world. Again sucked in amazingly fabulous Kat's creation. Though, I have to say not one of previous books didn't make me laugh so much.The story begins where Misjudged ended. Where DD guys goes on safe Bailey mission. There aren't much showing, because when the all fun should begin, were pulled back in the past. Past/present are divided in few parts.PART ONE: THE BIKERThere Kat are showing us why and how, Lucas starts his journey with Death Dwellers MC. It's not easy. For more then one reason. One would be that, at the time some brothers have problems because of his skin color. Yes, there were some racist. So, no wonder at first it was hard to get a place in the club. But he liked because of what bikers were legendary for. Party, women, freedom, fast living. Though Outlaw one day showed him, that MC life isn't just fun. He showed to Lucas the dark side of it. Outlaw wanted that Lucas knew it, before he decided to get the cut or not.A little out of topic here, but I have to say "seeing" K-P in the past, I'm even more sorry for the club losing him. The way he acted with Lucas and at all...Well, it's really sad. He was such an amazing man for a biker. Club lost a loyal brother.Back to the topic now. It's really was interesting to see how Lucas slowly grows up into the man he's at the present. Though the road was not with roses petals lined, he's still standing with his heart and soul in his hands. Just they are a little dented, bruised and tightly locked behing steel walls.Those walls starts for more than one reason. The most who triggered those walls to grow is, Char, the sl*t b*tch. I really hated that cow. And I couldn't believe how naive sometimes Lucas was. The b*tch so much sucked him in with her c*nt, that he didn't see, what a manipulator she was. Used and toyed Lucas for her own amusement. All the time saying it for theirs relationship good. I so much rolled my eyes, I thought my poor babies gonna stay in that state eternally. So wanted to grab something and wack her to death. On those occasions Lucas annoyed me to no sh*t. He should have kicked her to the curb a long time ago and stoped playing her stupid games. Poor, naive b*stard, though.When he finally become one of the DD member, Lucas died and born Mortician. The years in the club where good. Even though it's sometimes pushed him to unleash his darkest side. But all good the club represents ends, when the Prez goes from the proud man, who protected women, had some morals, kept everything running smoothly in the club, into crazy, killer drug addict baboon.Have to say after seeing Big Joes the other side, the guys so much respected, its so sad to see how Big Joe degrade himself in that path.That self-destruction the Prez doing, makes Mortician to want out. He doesn't remember why he wanted to join the club in the first place. So, he needs to save what left of his soul and his sanity. And when he's ready to leave, he can't. Because Outlaws needs him with other brothers to have his back.And here I have to go out of topic again, becauce I just remembered one of parts that made me smile. Though I have to say what Outlaw and Mortician were talking about were not a light duscussion, but...Well, if you read previous books you will see why that make me smile. Here small part of theirs talk:☆"They wanted to bring me to my f*ckin' knees. Break me. Ain't a motherf*cker alive ever gonna do that. NEVER.""A girl might one day."Outlaw snorted. "None of these c*nts here and since I ain't meetin' no other b*tches, that sh*t ain't happenin'.""You never know." Luke insisted "God works in mysterious ways.""In case you ain't figured this sh*t out, I don't believe in God."☆That made me so smile and think, that because you don't believe in God, that doesn't mean HE don't believe in you. And clearly he was so listening to this discussion and laughing his a*s off, because of his plans for Outlaw in the future.PART TWO: THE BEAUTYWho read previous books, knows that from the start, when Mortician meet Bailey, he was hooked. Though denied it will his last breath.Mortician always there, when Bailey needs someone or she is in pain. Like when K-P dies. He's there for her. Supporting. Which leads them into Vegas. Where the wedding happens. Start for something special if just Mortician let go of the past hurts.I can partly understand, why Mortician puts a fight. He loved before, or at least he tought so. Because I don't thinks so. It was sick obsession with the b*tchs c*nt, but no way love. But he thought so, so it sucked for him. He burned badly. Now Mortician don't do trust with women. Even if he acknowledge, that the woman is sweet and innocent. Like Bailey. Though I have to say, because she's isn't clinging type, always giving him a way out, its harder for him to fight it.Oh, and there with Morticians fighting his feelings for Bailey, comes some funny moments, that makes me laugh. His dialogue with himself is really funny as sh*t.☆"He needed Bailey. No. He needed to get Bailey to safety. He didn't need her.Give it up, a*shole. You need Bailey. You want her. You love her.So now he was hearing romantic f*cking voices in his head? F*ck off. He'd prefer to talk to his d*ck. Once upon a time, he'd named it Roscoe.Had ne ever told Bailey that his d*cks name was Roscoe?"OMFG. It made me so laugh my a*s off. Damn. Those dialogues of his made my stomach ache from so much fun. Because this is just the first in line. There are so more of this. And damn, I have to share another one. ☆"Damn if his f*cking heart...f*ck, no...his head...uh-uh, not that sh*t either...his d*ck. Yeah, damn, if his d*ck took the cue and allowed him a clean break."Lets get back to the fighting, which have not so much fun. It's get's annoying actually, when they go fordward and backwards. All around. It seems they took few steps into something meaningful and then they fall back into big fat nothing. On one moment Mortician even said those words. I love u. Well, ok. He was drunk of his a*s. But theres saying "Children and drunk people speaks the true." So, he said whats in his heart. And the next day he take them back. Ouch, poor Bailey. The p*ssy pr*ck, thats our Mortician.Jeezus, guys! Make up your minds. I wanted to scream. You go somewhere or let it go. Or more correctly Mortician should let Bailey go. Stop pushing and pulling and pushing and pulling and pushing again game. I have a whiplash. I believe, he's worse then woman on PMS.PART THREE: THE BETSo, this part starts in the present. Thats means where Bailey was kiddnaped and is tortured by the c*nt b*tch, Morticians ex psycho. And there is Digger. I knew there something going on with him and here we had something revealed. And...Damn, the sh*t he got himself into. Even tough it's seems for a good reason, it's not good reason enough. Then steps in Sharper. What happened made me want to cry, to scream, it made me so angry. I wanted to break something. I couldn't wait at that moment, when Morticians would make them all to pay. This is just the part 3 and so much sick twists going on. Web of deceit, lies, betrayals and heartache. They are on a road, where they have to choose whose life was more importan. Those parts so much emotion evoked in me. Also were remainded, that there's something wrong with Baileys health. It's really serious. Bailey is scared. But she decides not to tell Lucas, because Bailey don't wanna to influence him. She wants him to be with her because of her and because he wants to be, not because he pitty her or something like that.Oh, and let's not forget the bet, he got with the guys. You know, the one where Mortician don't going down for any young p*ssy. And here we have Bailey in the middle of it. She's wondering, I'm wondering, and I believe you too, when in the end he will need to choose, what going to be more important to Mortician. To win a stupid bet or Bailey and their baby?PART FOUR: THE BABYIn this part...Well, damn. It's seems I spoke much more than needed already. So, you wanna to find out what happened in this part and more closely into the others? Just buy this damn hooking book. My mind is still spining with all twists.PS I just can't help but to say...With each book I adore Christopher more and more. Love u, psycho stalker!PSS Part 4 OMFG! Morticians coversation through messages with Baileys mother....LMFAO. I swear, this is the funniest book in the series.PSSS Death Dwellers MC journey doesn't end here.
What do You think about Misguided (2000)?
2.5-3.00.. My least fav in the series! However, I liked both the hero and heroine!
—dee
Really really enjoyed this one, can't wait to see how Diggers book pans out!!!
—sladka_jesi