Over the course of the next two weeks I put my plan in action. Well, it wasn’t so much a plan as it was finally being honest with Noah about my feelings for him. I wanted there to be no secrets between us. I wanted to show him how much he means to me. It's impossible to express just how much I love him, but I hoped by sending him a Hershey's Kiss with a small little note each day he'd realize just how much I care about him. I wanted him to feel a tiny bit of how I've felt the last ten years. So each day I contacted him the way he used to contact me and I tried to express my feelings to him and hopefully show him how special he is to me. It's the only way I know how. Noah, When I was ten I fell climbing one of the scariest trees in our neighborhood. You had talked me into it after an hour of me telling you there was no way I was going up that tree. After I fell, you picked me up and carried me a half-mile home and wouldn't leave my side all night. You were so worried that I wasn't going to be okay when it ended up just being a bad scrape and minor sprain.
