I wonder whether it has something to do with my dad contacting me? Or could it be to do with speaking to Tara? If one of Eevie’s ex-boyfriends rang me out of the blue, they’d be getting a pretty clear “fuck off” message from me. I know Eevie’s got a lot on her plate though, or maybe it’s because I’m travelling so much, but even the sex seems different. Like it’s an escape for her. Sometimes it’s like she’s trying to desperately crawl inside of me. Not that I mind, not at all. She’s just more emotional than usual. Must be nearly that time of the month. Tara’s call has been bugging the shit out of me. I’ve gotta deal with her. Why the hell she made a big deal out of speaking to Eevie, I don’t know. Is this some sick, twisted attempt to break us up? Shake us up and see what happens? Now I’m off-limits, is she trying to worm her way back in? There’s no fucking way she’s gonna ruin what Eevie and I have. No way.I never should’ve gotten involved with Tara.
