But there I was looking down at the 'forbidden number' knowing that it was my last chance; my final hope. It rang several times before making the announcement that I was through to 'T & T' and that I could leave a message after the tone. I hung up and tried again, squeezing my eyes shut in the process. It wasn't until I heard the answer machine's voice that I realised that I would have to speak. I cleared my throat nervously, as I tried to force the words out of my mouth. "Erm...It's me...its Rainie. I...erm...I need your help...It's Aunt Sarah; she's in trouble and...I...just, when you get this can you...can you please just call me back...please, Mom...I don't have anybody else, ok, just call me..." I hung up as quickly as I could as my voice began to break. I threw the phone across the room before running towards the bed and ripping every sheet off it and throwing it on the floor. I screamed angrily before knocking down the dresser and kicking over the wooden chair that was next to the mirror.