This morning on the bus when the news was coming over the radio Issam was talking in a loud voice and laughing and the Jews in the front of the bus turned around and gave us a dry sort of look, and at once Hamid, who’s always so serious, who reckons he’s responsible for us even though he’s not our boss officially, touched Issam, nudged him with his finger, and Issam shut up right away. Knowing where to draw the line, that’s what matters, and whoever doesn’t want to know had better stay in the village and laugh alone in the fields or sit in the orchard and curse the Jews as long as he likes. Those of us who are with them all day have to be careful. No, they don’t hate us. Anyone who thinks they hate us is completely wrong. We’re beyond hatred, for them we’re like shadows. Take, fetch, hold, clean, lift, sweep, unload, move. That’s the way they think of us, but when they start getting killed they get tired and they slow down and they can’t concentrate and they suddenly get all worked up about nothing, just before the news or just after, news that we don’t exactly hear, for us it’s a kind of rustle but not exactly, we hear the words but we don’t want to understand.
