I just liked a little spice with my fucking. Don't get me wrong, I'd already made up my mind about this girl, she was gonna be different, not just another fuck. Young, beautiful, untouched, fuck yeah this was gonna be different. I hadn't necessarily been looking for forever, but what the fuck. In the months since she'd started coming to my place and I'd been eyeing her from afar, I'd known. The fucking girl owned my ass and we hadn't even met yet. That was some fucked up shit for a man in my position, and a whole new experience for yours truly. She fucking snuck in under my guard. That's why I had to come hard. I’m not one to let anyone get the drop on me. One sign of weakness and the enemy will pounce, and I had no doubt that she saw us as enemies at this point. But that was something I will work on changing in the near future, for her sake, more so than mine. I’m a hard fuck, and I pretty much don’t give two shits about much of anything.
