What am I doing? My emotions are all over the place. Can I really date someone? Him? Closing my eyes faint memories try to appear, but they don’t come in clearly. I feel like I’ve met him before or know him from somewhere, but I can’t place it. He seems so familiar but not. I must be crazy. I am crazy! But I can’t stop the feelings I have and not sure I want to. I can’t believe I have my first boyfriend. I’m scared, nervous, excited and out of my mind. Boyfriend. That sounds so great, but is that what he is? I made a decision today that I needed to get my life back in order. Healthy eating, working out, get a job and get Knox back into my life. I want to trust him and let him take care of me. I need that. I want that. But can I do that? Can I overcome my past? I don’t know, but as stubborn as I am, I’m gonna damn well try.After packing my bag, Knox takes it from me, and I pick up my purse along with my favorite vase of roses, lock up my apartment and head out and into his car.
