I haven’t spoken to Brandon since the day he told me he never wanted to see me again. Gage has brought Mark up here a few times. I told Mark I would be home for Thanksgiving, but that was a lie. I stayed in New York. Than Christmas approached and I told him again that I would be there, but I was a no show. I was turning into the girl who breaks promises. Ashley has gone home for all holidays, only because I forced her into going. Now we are in the second semester of school and I hate it. I have no life. Home, school, and shop is all I consist of. Jake and I didn’t last much longer. I thought that I could make it work as he did too, but in the end we ended up killing each other almost. We took a step back wondering what happened. Now we are the good friends. We make plans to hang out at least once a week to get me out of a routine he says. I think this is better for everyone. I have spoken to Rhonda more than I ever had when she was with Brandon. She does give me little updates as well as Gage and Ashley, but it still isn’t the same as it would be if he would call me or text?
