Oh yeah, London was mad expensive. Cai had a whole condo to himself, in Brooklyn no less. A loft with a huge studio/gallery attached! The stark differences in our worlds were exactly that. How could I blend myself into his existence? I didn’t feel as though I belonged anywhere and I was frightened. I spent my time washing clothes, catching up on sleep, texting Cai when I found a lucid moment. Otherwise I cried and I didn’t exactly know what for. I started writing lists. One detailed the pros and cons of working in the New York office (that was if they offered me a job, it wasn’t a given). Unfortunately I found a pad of post-its in my bag from New York and then it got a little wild. I wrote down all the things I loved about Cai, covering a whole wall with my words. On the opposite wall of my bedroom, I stuck the only con—his silences. During those I often wondered what he was thinking or feeling. It always made me so relieved when he turned around and said something nice to me at the end of one of those silences.
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