Everything is happening too fast and I feel out of control. I close my eyes, take in a deep breath and count to ten slowly. I hate feeling like this, but its HER. Since the first day I saw her, she’s all I can think about. I take my work seriously, but this is going over the top. I thought it would easy. I would keep my distance and be ready for anything. Then I warmed to her and feelings overlapped with work. I have this intense need to protect her from everyone. She is shy, naive and young. Young, yes. Too young for me! This is all going to get messy and she is going to get hurt. I'll hurt her. I should have walked away when I had the chance, but I don't want to. My career relies on this job, after this I know I will get some promotion. There's a light tapping at the door. “Ayden” it’s her sweet voice, its like golden droplets to my ears. She is beautiful, the way her gold hair catches the sunlight. Her pink lips are soft and tempting. Her big blue eyes that I can stare into consenting losing myself.
