I go to retrieve Albert. I had spoken with the doctor at the Hendrix Institute. Laid the groundwork. Albert’s behaviors were under control through medication. Thus he was presumably no longer a danger to himself or to anyone else. I plead my case, spoke of the void in my family, Rachel’s deteriorating psychiatric condition that now precluded her leaving the house, our need for this. I ended by saying a home visit could afford Albert some sense of connection. I said it could give him a degree of normalization and the doctor’s eyes brightened. He consented. I had Albert in the car with me. He slept his drug-induced sleep in the backseat. I had his medications in my front pocket and strict instructions from the charge nurse on the administration schedule. “You wouldn’t want anything bad to happen if he missed his pills,” the nurse had said. Indeed not. Whatever happened, it was going to be dramatic, of that much I was certain. Of late, I had found myself setting up experiences and confrontations to wring the dramatic value from them.
