I have never been good at saying what I want to say face to face. I found writing you this letter more appropriate. I love all of you with all my heart and hopefully will get to meet my long lost son. You are the apple of my eye Bella; as soon as you were born I felt this overwhelming love for you. Please don’t be angry with me, your mother has passed away, she wanted you to know years ago, and so did I. When we could see how close you were to Simon, we knew you had a different kind of love for each other, not like a brother and sister should. As I’m getting married again, it’s time for you to know the truth. Also, you are not too old to decide what you want to do with your life; you know what I’m talking about Bella. I know Simon loves you too and whatever you both decide I’m with you all the way. Your mother would have wanted you to be happy, the same as I. Your Father I decided not to read the letter to Ben, after all it was personal.
