I’ve never come that hard in my life before. I can’t keep my body from shuddering as the waves still linger. Then the mist clears and one thought settles heavy in me - it’s over now. I can’t let Zac burrow himself any deeper under my skin. I have to force myself to see him as just another guy. The amazing way he took me doesn’t matter anymore. I bring my hands to his chest and push, keeping my eyes on my hands. Keeping my voice as light as possible I break the charged moment between us. “Thanks for the-” Zac covers my mouth with his hand and shakes his head. “Shh … no talking crap now. You enjoyed it. I enjoyed it. Don’t mess with it.” I get up. “Stay right here, I’ll be right back.” I watch him zip up and then he walks to the truck. I quickly grab for my jacket and put it on. Zac comes back with some tissues and before I can stop him, he starts to clean me up. I stare at the stars, refusing to make eye contact.
