I’ve been telling myself to think of Riza and Kelly. I let him have sex with me, thinking that’s all he wanted, that I’d be able to convince him to let Riza and Kelly go. I let him have his way with me! Shameful sobs rake my body, where I’m standing in the shower. I had an orgasm for the first time ever, and it was amazing! I even started to feel something. Thinking he’s attractive, he might not kill me if I did what he said, I let him in, hoping to win him over. It could’ve been worse. It could’ve been Eric, Warren or any of them. I could have been screaming like Riza and Kelly! I keep making excuses for giving in to him after only four days of fighting. I was so wrong. He’s a monster. He’s the type that kills you inside, leaving you an empty shell. Blinding anger fills me. I storm out of the bathroom and don’t stop until I’m right in his face. I don’t even feel it as my fist slams into his face.
