Or actually trying not to think about Nando because every time she did, she ended up confused. What were they doing together anyway? What was happening between them? She hadn’t talked that much to anyone for a long time. Around eighteen months, in fact. And she’d never told anybody else how miserable the end of Antonio’s had been for her in San Antonio.She’d always been able to talk to him when they were together. He still listened better than anyone she knew except maybe her sister Juana. Were they getting back together again? Or were they turning into friends? But she didn’t usually feel like jumping her friends no matter how close they were. And she definitely felt like jumping Nando whenever she spent more than five minutes around him.Friends with benefits? Kit shuddered. Nothing like turning into a cliché as you aged. And they still hadn’t talked about all the things that had come between them the first time. Until they did, she had a feeling they’d never be able to trust each other again.Allie’s shower was scheduled to begin at eight o’clock on Wednesday evening.