My mind. The weight of it.NOW ME: Shhh. Stop that. You are just a bit trapped inside a moment. The moment will change.THEN ME: Andrea will leave me.NOW ME: No. No, she won’t. She’ll marry you.THEN ME: Ha! As if anyone would tie themselves to a useless freak like me. Would they?NOW ME: Yes. And look, you are making progress. You go to the shop now and you don’t have a panic attack. You don’t feel that weight on you all the time.THEN ME: I do.NOW ME: No. There was that time last week when I – when you – were out in the sunshine walking through the park, and you felt a lightness. A moment you weren’t really thinking.THEN ME: Actually, yes. Yes. That’s true. I had another this morning. I was lying in bed just wondering if we had any cereal left. That was it. It was just a normal thing, and it lasted over a minute. Just lying there, thinking about breakfast.NOW ME: See? So you know things aren’t always going to be the same. I mean, things today weren’t always the same.THEN ME: But it’s still so intense.NOW ME: And it always will be.
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