Barlow: I know that it will still be a couple of weeks before our monthly talk on the phone. I know I’ve said in the past that I don’t feel like we need it anymore, but now I’m having second thoughts. I’m wondering if we might be able to have a conversation every other week. I didn’t want to call and alarm you. I’m fine. Really. The medication is still working fine. It’s just—the visions have come back. And Heidi has seen me after a few of them. I’m not sure what she’s thinking. Twice this past week I woke up in terror. Once I went sleepwalking and wandered outside of our home. A neighbor saw me and called Heidi. I wasn’t wearing anything but my boxers, so that had to be quite the concerned neighbor. I’m glad that it was an elderly man who doesn’t go to our church and who keeps to himself. He probably figured the new youth pastor had a little too much to drink that night. But I don’t drink. You know that. The worst part of that was the next day. Heidi didn’t say a word.
What do You think about Something I Can Never Have?
