I had wanted to return to the cottage but he wouldn’t let me, refusing to let me be alone. I hadn’t told Courtney what Mason had done, I was too angry and I was frightened how she would react about Greg’s stabbing. Greg was doing brilliantly and would be home in a few weeks and Mason had insisted Courtney stayed at his for her protection until they found Dane. The first thing I did when I walked through the door was huddle my babies up and kiss and kiss and kiss them, I had missed them so much; they were now my life and I couldn’t bear to be apart from them. Mason was desperately trying to win my forgiveness but this latest fuck up was huge and I was struggling to even look at him. I was also fraught with worry about Dane getting to Katie and George and I wasn’t coping well over the rape. I felt dirty, used and guilty and I was frightened in the house in case he came back and the memories were haunting me . . . I was a mess, mentally and physically and I knew it was only a matter of time before I broke.
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