My conversation with Noah keeps rolling around in my mind as well. It was weird because I'd been dreading the conversation with him last night and in the end, I kind of felt good about it. I'm still struggling with the fact that he thinks I'm a good person after years of hearing from my aunt and uncle on a daily basis that I was pure evil and a bad person. Noah saw me differently than I saw myself, that's for sure. As Mr. Jenson hands out a new assignment, I wait patiently as my thoughts keep churning over and over in my mind. I never thought that telling Noah the truth would help me in any sort of way, but here I am...calmer today and in more control of my life. There are still some concerns over tonight's conversation because he'll learn about Julie and Steve. There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that he will dredge up all the gory details, and with that, the details of why I like to cut. These are things I didn't even really allow myself to think about too much. Talking about them is for sure going to bite.
