I was actually nervous, even though I’d worked there for years. I dug out my garden clogs from the back of the closet and rolled up the bottom of my baggy jean overalls. I wore the Tee shirt with the McAdams Nursery logo and tagline - ‘The Seed is Hope, The Flower is Joy’. I made my way down to the basement and got behind the wheel of my car. I still pulled out of the garage with blinders on. Not ready yet to deal with my ‘people’ issue. I know it will take some time. I’ve got a lot of pent up pain and anger and uncertainty to work through. But I’m well aware of my issues, and will deal with them a little at a time. Plants on the other hand…they were easier. You gave them food and they blossomed and grew. You take care of them and they provide you with lots of beauty and satisfaction. Yeah. Easier. Much easier. Dylan, Dave and Libby’s parents died a while ago, and the family business was now being run by Libby and Dave…and me.