He no longer had the savage headache of the night before, but he felt restless and edgy—an impotent, caged kind of feeling. Two sticks of marijuana hadn’t helped either, although the joints he had blown after their arrival last night had dulled his proclivity for violence and allowed him to sleep. That was the problem with pot: sometimes it did for him, and sometimes it didn’t. As a result, he didn’t use it often, but he liked to keep a supply on hand; liquor soured his belly, and everybody needed some type of high once in a while—ease the pressure, get rid of the down feeling. Neither Brodie nor Loxner had said anything about the near blowoff in the car coming in, and he hadn’t mentioned it either; all of them pretending it hadn’t happened. So he’d lucked out of another of those bastard headaches, but unless he could learn to hold himself in check, he couldn’t keep lucking out of them indefinitely. He’d wind up killing somebody, sure as hell, and when you killed people without good reason, you were as good as dead yourself.
